Writer's Block: You're a Winner!
Have you ever won a contest, drawing, or lottery? What was the prize?

Writer's Block: Teen Time Machine
If you could be a teenager living in any decade, which one would you choose?

Writer's Block: Raving about Rants
Perhaps no genre has benefited more from the Internet than the rant, and LiveJournal has seen some of the finest in its class. What is your favorite rant from the pages of LJ?

Writer's Block: Get It to Go
What's your favorite thing to order for takeout (or takeaway)?
Mcdonalds. mmmmm i would kill a man for a filet-o-fish right now or a snack wrap omg.

Writer's Block: Regrets Only
Do you think that animals feel regret?
your mom. shes an animal. IN BED!!!!!! ouch haha. but idk if she would feel regret after what i did to her last night. (this joke wasnt aimed towards anyone i just like making ur mom jokes ok)

Writer's Block: It Sounds Better When You Say It
No matter what language you speak, you've probably come across words or phrases in another language that sound better than their equivalents in your native tongue. What's your favorite word or phrase in a foreign language?
fag. means cigar in some other country. yeah thats right im smokin a big ol fag. u got a problem with me havin a fag in my mouth huh motherfucker?

Writer's Block: Significant Choices
If you had to choose between your friends and your significant other, who would you choose?
ouch thats a toughie. sorta haha. Well my freinds (or some of them) are awesome and cool to have around. But my wife roseski is all i need to make me happy.

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 hi its been a while since i last posted. i fell asleep on rose again last night i hope she didnt get upset but idk. hmmm i got to go to work in 2 hours i wonder whos gonna be there. oh well im bored and i got nothin to talk about. love u rose.

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 wow i said something dumb yesterday, really dumb. and now because of that and a couple other things she is gonna leave me. IF i was albe to get my cell last night and IF she was able to call me then there was a chance but i had no way to get it. I love her so much. i wanted to tell her the dumbass thing i did yesterday while she was (and still is i think) thinking about wether or not to leave me. welll i have a dc bandanna of hers that she sent (different story for another day). But earlier in the day i cuddled it and held it and stuff to make me feel better cuz i could feel her. But during all that stuff yesterday  i was looking at it and i was all depressed so i tried to strangle myself with it. the only reason im still alive was that i was pulling it so tight that my sweaty hand slipped off and after i caught my breath i changed my mind, and realized i told her i wouldnt do that. 
she told me that she would never leave me, that she would never be like the reast and was different but she is doing exactly that. I told her i would never leave her and i never will but it doesnt matter cuz she is gone i just need to wait for her to message me and say its over. I really wish things were different but if i dont make her happy and she is happier without me then she has to leave cuz her happiness is all that matters to me anymore. and she deserves someone near her, someone that can hold her. im in maine shes in PA do tha math. **wipes tears away from eyes and walks away**

think about you (guns and roses)
 i havent written in this journal recently. so guess what bitches? i am now so suck it. Ok lets start off with new things....
-i got a bluetooth headset which makes me an official douche.
-almost died yesterday but i wont go into details about that
-im talking to roseski on gmail right now <3
-talked on the phone with her for about 5 hours last night. it was not the best phone convo ive had
thats about it.
Im still so sorry about what i said to her last night, i dont even fully remember what i said but it wasnt true and idky i fucking said it. All i remember was saying something and then i stopped and she started crying. I felt so dead insde it was horrible i was crying and didnt know what to do.
Things are better now im so happy now i hope she can call tonight i miss her.


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